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Mar 07, 2015 - 0 comments

I am finding it harder to keep on going.  I feel bad alloy.  no one thinks there is anything wrong with me. but my doctor say osteoporosis arthritis and severe depression.  the Effexor works fairly good.  he tried to increase it but my body did not accept it I had to go back to the 75. I think now the pain is my osteo or my arthritis,  my little fingers are bent and hurt a lot.  My back is the worst. if I walk very far it hurts so bad I have to sit down.  I break out in a cold sweat.  I get a buzzing in my ears and voices seems far off.  I have told them I feel like I am going to pass out they say find somewhere to sit down so we can shop.  Nice and sweet aren't they.  mandy876

so sad and depressed

Feb 19, 2015 - 0 comments
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I am not getting along with my favorite niece she wants to order me around and tell me I cant throw her out. she even called the police and I told them she was spending all my money and I have to hide my pain meds. they told me go to the court house and get a eviction notice. but they are disowned by the rest of the family and now I got pulled down with them. the police woman gave me some help info. to help me.  I am 74 soon be 75  I am too old sore to keep up with the kids an 8 year old a 2 year old and one due on April a girl. she got in trouble more than me. that made her unhappy for a while. they don't think I am sick.  they think I am 29  I got osteoporosis arthritis and depression and bad head aches.  I want to run away but there is no place to go.

so sad and depressed

Feb 19, 2015 - 2 comments
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I am not getting along with my favorite niece she wants to order me around and tell me I cant throw her out. she even called the police and I told them she was spending all my money and I have to hide my pain meds. they told me go to the court house and get a eviction notice. but they are disowned by the rest of the family and now I got pulled down with them. the police woman gave me some help info. to help me.  I am 74 soon be 75  I am too old sore to keep up with the kids an 8 year old a 2 year old and one due on April a girl. she got in trouble more than me. that made her unhappy for a while. they don't think I am sick.  they think I am 29  I got osteoporosis arthritis and depression and bad head aches.  I want to run away but there is no place to go.

so sad and depressed

Feb 19, 2015 - 0 comments
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Sad

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depressed

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SOS



I am not getting along with my favorite niece she wants to order me around and tell me I cant throw her out. she even called the police and I told them she was spending all my money and I have to hide my pain meds. they told me go to the court house and get a eviction notice. but they are disowned by the rest of the family and now I got pulled down with them. the police woman gave me some help info. to help me.  I am 74 soon be 75  I am too old sore to keep up with the kids an 8 year old a 2 year old and one due on April a girl. she got in trouble more than me. that made her unhappy for a while. they don't think I am sick.  they think I am 29  I got osteoporosis arthritis and depression and bad head aches.  I want to run away but there is no place to go.