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Quote from two-handed artist.

Feb 13, 2013 - 0 comments

About Exquisite Art Videos
My name is Xiaonan and I'm a self taught artist.

I make these videos to relax your mind, calm your thoughts and uplift your mood. After all, today's people are so often stuck in thoughts, dealing with its worries and day to day concerns, that most rarely calm their minds down to feel the presence of the moment, which is the only thing there really is and ever could be.. and I want more people to be in this state more often, to see things not through the limited and rigid mind or the fearful ego, but through a heart that loves to express and create.

Estradiol too low for transfer?

Oct 31, 2012 - 12 comments

OK ladies, so I'm freaking out a little. My RE didn't get my estradiol level until this afternoon because the hospital is lame. Anyway it was supposed to be a stat test which means my RE would have had the result yesterday but never mind. So, I spoke with the nurse who said my RE would call me tomorrow but from what I am reading my E2 is low. I triggered last night for a natural FET on 11/6 and my E2 is only 109. I have been reading that your E2 should be between 200-600 with one mature 18mm follicle. Yesterday I had one mature 20mm follicle. Anyone know if this is significant? I won't know anything more until tomorrow. Crap.

Transfer Done

Sep 12, 2012 - 30 comments

Wow, I never made it to transfer before because my eggs were so bad. It was awesome just to get this far! I had acupuncture prior to and after the transfer and it was amazing. I felt so relaxed. The doc received the embies through a little door in the wall after calling, "2 embryos for patient..." I said, "sounds like fast food take-out." He actually laughed. Ever notice how hard it is to get a Dr to laugh? OK, well now I'm chillin' in this dreamy little cabin we rented in the Malibu Mountains, and I just want to stay here forever! HUGE thank you's to all the wonderful ladies on here who sent me an endless number of supportive notes that have enabled me to make it this far. BETA on 9/19! Woohoo!

9 days left!

Sep 03, 2012 - 1 comments

Received great news today after a stressful week of what seemed like maybe we would not end up with many blasts. Today marks day 6 and we now have 3 blasts in the freezer! I am so relieved. Heading back to LA in 3 days to enjoy a week of Malibu sun and then the transfer. I cannot believe I have actually made it this far, whew!