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WISH IT WOULD END!

Oct 11, 2011 - 0 comments
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Anxiety Disorder



well today has been slighty better im feeling more "awake" although im still exhausted still having random thoughts and i have the WORST headache iv ever had, in fact after a year of suffering yes SUFFERING because thats what this is im starting to think you know what if i have a brain tumour or any other life threatening illnesses SO WHAT big deal i dont care anymore im sick of listening to myself sick of hearing my own thoughts all the god damn time they dont shut up!  tommorrow is a new day and after this little relapse iv had i AM going to push through it i wont be beaten by this stupid illness! i think eventually all the emotions you go through with this turn to anger as right now im so angry with everythign mainly at myself for letting this slope so much !