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Disgusted

May 18, 2012 - 1 comments
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disgusted

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Weight gain

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miserable



I have cut down on what I am eating and been walking and I'm still gaining weight.  I am so miserable right now.  I would give anything for a really good stomach virus.  They are always good for a few pounds of weight loss.  I hate myself.

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Damn me

Apr 06, 2012 - 0 comments
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depressed

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binging

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Weight gain



why do i do it?  why do i keep stuffing my face?  why do i have no will power?  binge... constantly binging.  i know why.  i'm depressed.  when i'm depressed i eat.  when i eat i gain weight.  when i gain weight i get depressed.  vicious circle.

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I hate me

Apr 04, 2012 - 1 comments
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fat

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weight tracker

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hate



I can't stop myself.  I keep binging.  I wish I was one who also purged but i'm not that smart.  instead i just keep getting fatter.  i no longer need to wear a bra.... they can sit on my stomach.  god i hate being this fat.  why can't i stop binging???  wtf is wrong with me???  

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Hey stomach... STFU!

Mar 29, 2012 - 0 comments
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Weight

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eat



I now weigh 20 lbs more than i want to.  i am a disgusting beast.  i want to be a dancer... oh yeah... rolls are real sexy.  and my stomach is growling... wtf.  how am i ever gonna lose weight if i keep pigging out.  can't just eat one thing and stop.  i just don't stop.  i hate when i am like this.