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Had "the dream" again

Mar 28, 2012 - 0 comments
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dreams

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Death

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Relationships

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Crying



Woke up feeling kind of down.  I had the "Herb faked his death to get away from me" dream again.  In this dream he decided he wanted to be with me again or at least give it a shot.  I want that more than anything.  So, now I cry.

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Crushing

Jan 03, 2012 - 0 comments
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Depression



woke up this morning with a crushing depression hanging over me.  i will be going back to sleep soon... i think...

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the word of the day is "****"

Dec 19, 2011 - 0 comments
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Relationships



i haven't seen my bf in i don't know how many days.  i miss him, lots.  its an open relationship so i can get laid any time i want.  well guess tomorrow i'm gonna hook up with my son's recruiter.  he said he'd wear his blues.  awesome.  in the mean time i'm working on getting drunk or something.   my life is ****!  i wanna see my bf.

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my cat is gonna die

Dec 13, 2011 - 0 comments
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cat

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die

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confusion



i can never remember if i fed him or if i gave him his insulin.  i don't know what i'm doing.  i don't remember if i took my meds or not.  i'm not doing well at all.

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