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Speck's histeria

Jan 29, 2012 - 0 comments
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this morning my sister and me went out to the barn to try to get some riding time in. she cleaned the foam out of the pasture from the people taking the metal off the roof of the very rundown shelter in the paddock i put the blanket on her. so i really didnt want to chance try to actually ride her. so i got speck all saddled up and go out the pen. i forgot to tighten the saddle and i started trotting him, and walked him again. he stoped and acted really nervous. i realized his saddle was under him i manage to calm him a bit, then i managed to untie the saddle. he grazed for a min. i put the pad back on him back and he takes off. now i have to  de-sensitize him to the saddle, and the pad. but i managed to "desensitize him to the area of the pen he freaked out at. but on the upper hand i taught speck the command for his trot. it is actually the one known for the canter, but he responded better to the kissing then the clicking. yesterday he got a big lesson in showmanship, and respect. he wouldn't do anything I wanted him to on his back so i worked him good.

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gaahhh!!

Jan 26, 2012 - 0 comments
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thank God for the anime beck, i would go crazy with out there relaxing music. schools a handfull. i never can get myself to do my chem work because i don't inderstand it. the one day he has extra help is tuesdays whih i have play prac on, and i ended up staying for it yesterday because i though i was going to be a villager. i also spent 20 min in a small room with a bunch of annoying people i can't stand. w/o abby and taylor i would have gone crazy. y does the tag toes always come up on here lol. idk y but i like it ^-^

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keighleigh, caleb, and m.a.t.t

Jan 23, 2012 - 2 comments
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kaleigh has a big crush on a teachers son, and fangirling over him waving at her today. i think he knows and was teasing her. i hope he doesn't lead her on, shes such a great girl. Caleb b is sick with a virus, and Caleb w went to a meeting for 4h teen council. i wish he would answer my txts or call me. i want to tell him about my last relationship and all and see what he says. i really could use a therapist. speaking of him, i want to make mends with him. I'm never going to move on properly like this. I don't regret breaking up with him, but i regret the way i did it, and not being able to be friends with him.  I just don't have the courage to talk to him. the other day i had to take my laptop to our schools student fun help -desk. im not a big fan of the  place, although i dont have a reason at all to be other then the reason that my ex is there (that and it also gives off a threatening vibe) I wasn't sure when he had that class so I took a shot in the dark and just went 6th period, I figured he would just have it in the morning sometime. boy, way I wrong. I walked in there and almost froze then and there. but thank God he wasn't looking in my direction. but it wasn't the end of it. i had to come back at the end of the period. here's the worst part. i come in, and hes right there! sitting in a spinny chair beside the person who is in charge of the help desk. and i end up having to wait for a while to make sure the internet would work. i could feel my face go BEET RED! it was so embarrassing, i cant control when my face does that, and i was over thinking it too much, God know what will happen next...

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school tomarrow

Jan 16, 2012 - 0 comments
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school tomorrow, and i really don't want to go. mostly because of chemistry. and all of the ignorant people. i don't want to be trapped inside that cest pool of germ-y people who think they are cool, but are really stupid and little fish in a sea. the only teacher who seems to know how to teach people is mr.cripe. he makes things easy to understand and such. although i could do without mrs. Woffard a little more.

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