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Stay away from caffeine and be able to sleep

Aug 21, 2016 - 0 comments

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Tonight? Woe I feel alright :) weighed myself this morning and I appear to be at 183 lbs woohoo. I was at 188. So I lost. Going camping does help I guess?? not sure or is it the house work in here.hehehe. I did a lot today, washed bathroom, living and bedroom floors. This I did after I weighed myself so tomorrow I should see results; I hope.

I know now to stay away from caffeinated drinks especially before 9 am. It agitates me an I loose sleep too. So Decaf it is or none at all. I have been coloring in my coloring books to chill and zone out a bit. I've received one for my birthday as well.The one I'm posting now is not of my birthday coloring book yet but I like the colors.

Crap feelings building up

Nov 20, 2013 - 0 comments
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crap

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ups

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Crying

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thoughts

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mood



My moods?? humm they're soso lately but go up and down quick!! I have bouts of crying because I want my stupid thoughts to go away. I hate this ****..  really! Nothing too much going on, just chillin' at home. Not sad, not the happiest; just survivin' here one  minute at a time or day??

Things are tougher than I thought

Nov 17, 2013 - 1 comments
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Crying

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head

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worry

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Anxiety

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disturbing thoughts

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good or bad ones

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flushed face



Just had what was the most  biggest Anxiety attack in a long long time :( I had a big crying spell this afternoon, yeah it felt okay but the reason?? BIG WORRIES!! Of losing it all including my cat because of furniture destruction , having  stupid fantasies about things that will never ever happen! Ehmygawd!!! It sux and hope to get these thoughts out of my freaking head soon! I hope there is a brighter tomorrow and future ahead!

got a real throbbing one

Sep 29, 2013 - 0 comments
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Insomnia

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Eating

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puking

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dinner

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nausea

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poor diet

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restlessness



wok up with a headache but at night or the evening I was puking my supper out ! it did become intense. My guy friend James called the ambulance to come and get me. I was put on Maxeran for nausea and ickiness. I was released at like almost 6 am in the morning. I dunno if it was due to my insomnia, lack of eating my  three meals a day or just hormonal??