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memorial Day

May 28, 2012 - 3 comments
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hep c



I have a part time job working in the kitchen of a Hunt club and I have found I really miss working. I enjoy the women i work with and the Hep c is know problem. they are kind decent folks who dont judge people who are having a rough time by the bad choices they made in their life. What matters to them is what your doing now and i must say it feels good to be a somewhat productive member of Society again . Although  it will be short lived as my neck surgery will be the 6th of June and i will have an expected recovery time of about 6 wks if all goes well. my Drs think I will be just fine and my surgeon says he will make sure I have blood since my platelets are down somewhat.Its a relief to finally have medical personnel in my corner. Some relief on the way as 3 discs are almost gone and causing vertebrae to compress my spinal cord. Once i have this done thats half the battle kinda makes the Hep C think a walk in the park after all the pain and suffering I have had because of this. Once my body is in less stress  I will be able to fight that much harder in battling this disease cirrhosis and all. Thank you Lord for what you ar doing and for the folks who have been so encouraging to me.

surgery

May 17, 2012 - 2 comments
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surgery



waiting on appointment for neck surgery have to go in and replace 3 discs with spacers and put metal stabilizer plate on front of spine in neck. He told me the vertebrae is compressing my spine and causing the pain and symptoms Im having already causing neuro damage. he said one minor auto accident or fall could paralyze me from the neck down . Now wouldnt that be lovely? Mammogram showed fatty tumor the size of a lemon. Will have removed. Going south to South Carolina tomorrow evening to retrieve the rest of my belongings. After a ugly divorce and this man left me stranded in Okla. he took everything I owned and I was left with 2 carloads of things from my 3 bdrm home. Well God has replaced all of that. i think I should write a book...LOL! Well got to run doing laundry and trying to stay busy that way I just dont think.!


surgeon tomorrow

May 10, 2012 - 0 comments
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Hope

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surgery

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Neck

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tomorrow

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surgeon



another new leg to this journey finally going to have something done with my neck to start with. The pain I have had to deal with has all but make me go insane. New hope- surgery in June. Tomorrow talk with surgeon about this mass and hopefully get that out of the way soon. Im leaving for South Carolina to get what is left from the divorce and put that in the past where it belongs. Although my health is what it is I am having a good life no matter the outcome. Because I know God always has a plan the trip will long but i will enjoy seeing some old frens and saying good bye to one very dear one that was just like my Father he will be passing soon and I just pray he will be there when I get there.

tired

May 04, 2012 - 2 comments
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today



Im just so tired today and have so much to do,went and put flowers on Stoneys grave and tomorrow going to put cross up for my son who was killed at age 15 so young. have lots of appointments this coming week and willl get results for everything on the 14th. Well better pick myself up and get to work ....just thankful God gives me more time and its very precious dont waste a moment.