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lonely this *****

Apr 12, 2012 - 0 comments

On top of it BenJi keeps calling and not only that I've been on the phone a lot so he's getting the to my voicemail. Its getting hard to deal with not listening to his Msgs this **** ***** but I call David to keep from calling BenJi back! It's been working for now, I worry when the day Ccomers to where he don't answer and I listen to his msg our call him back! Dame why do I do this to myself, I know he is no good for me and I continue to want the abusive bastards. I'm addicted to him and the good fake ways he treats me to get what her wants! Well I'm taking a stand with my higher power and Wë will win we will live out gods will that he has chosen for me!
God grant me the Serenity to accept the things Icannot change the courage to chaste the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference! Thank you God!!!¹ little tinny day at a Time we will make it as a team group family and one at a time.
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dad david grammy & the boys r in

Apr 09, 2012 - 0 comments

We all have been working on the house it most definitely will have me more motivated to do decorative inside work!! I've started so painting and put a shower curtain up.
    Mood wise this has helped me tremendously. I'm so Happy to be getting all this work done!!! I'm so sooooo thankful for my family to be doing all this for me and my boys!!!

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going nuts

Apr 08, 2012 - 0 comments

Trying to make EVERYONE HAPPY

EVEN JODY BUT I COUL NOT SEND JOSEPH WITH HIM DUE TO HE SAID HE HAD NO BREAKS I OFFERED HIM FOR ME TO RUN HIM AROUND SO I COULD PROTECT JOSEPH FROM JODY WRECKING

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dad's in&his mom w/him+david's in w/boys

Apr 07, 2012 - 1 comments

dad's in & he has his mom w/him+david's in w/boysAnn keep dad up woke me up and I was also up waiting on David. The boys travet & Tavon keep lol and travet keep wiggling around I couldn't fall back asleep then Joseph wouldn't go back to sleep. Just before Joseph fell David woke up coffing, witch woke Johnathan up. I got upfeed the baby he was fussing after Joseph feel asleep. When Johnathan quit fussing dad got up so I said hell with and got up. Sitting on the porch dad just came out and asked who in the hell was I texting 4 o'clock in the morning lol its 9:01am.

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