On top of it BenJi keeps calling and not only that I've been on the phone a lot so he's getting the to my voicemail. Its getting hard to deal with not listening to his Msgs this **** ***** but I call David to keep from calling BenJi back! It's been working for now, I worry when the day Ccomers to where he don't answer and I listen to his msg our call him back! Dame why do I do this to myself, I know he is no good for me and I continue to want the abusive bastards. I'm addicted to him and the good fake ways he treats me to get what her wants! Well I'm taking a stand with my higher power and Wë will win we will live out gods will that he has chosen for me!
God grant me the Serenity to accept the things Icannot change the courage to chaste the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference! Thank you God!!!¹ little tinny day at a Time we will make it as a team group family and one at a time.