since I've been off the pain pills I've manged my money wisely, no spur of the moment buys. That was one of the benefits to no drugs could think long term, do i need this, will I use this. Well i screwed up money wise I fell for some expensive face soap and cream. Several hundred dollars of stupid down the drain. Sure I'll use the stuff but when i got home and checked the prices online,  I found out i could get them wayyyy cheaper. So now feeling so stupid and blew a bunch of Christmas money. I can use some of it for Christmas gifts but most of it was for daughter and i. I just feel like such a FOOL. I'm just praying to god to forgive me for being stupid  and to help me handle my money problems now.  Maybe a fool but at least I'm drug free. Yea 5 1/2 months. Doing great still gettng headaches but I think that is from TMJ. but Tylenol  and aspirin are working.

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Went to stomach doc today since been getting major burning and gas build-up and the regular ulcer pills aren't working. I listened to my sis who said go see doc she'll give ya a great pill take once a day works wonders. Well no she didn't i need to have a upper GI done, she thinks I might be allergic to wheat gluten, i guess if I'm I'll go on the Dr Atkins diet just meat and salads. Oh Yeah.

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Haven't posted for long time but still drug free, I feel like my brain is working better. Memory is better and feeling smart. Not sure how else to explain it. But I have no patience with my mother, she's old and very forgetful and I just can't stand to be around her anymore. I think part of her problem is all the pain pills she's on. She doesn't stop and think before she speaks and most things she says are just stupid sounding. I feel guilty for not wanting to around my mother but I'm just miserable and irritated  when I'm around her. Not sure what to do about her she needs the pain pills but they are affecting her badly. Have been letting  hubby and sister deal with her as much as possible.

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allergys driving mr nuts, can't stand the itching, sneezing and running nose. itching is the worse thou, throat and ears itch and can't even scratch at least eyes can be scratched. But I rubbed them so much they hurt now. I posted hoping someone would have ideas. Anyways the pill free is going great every once in awhile I'll have a craving but so far staying strong. tab

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