Refused , with advice of many to NOT do the scabies tx Alimite.  The prescription Fluocinonide cream, 0.05% is working beautifully.  Have used it for one week.  No more measles appearance. 2 litres + water x day and tepid to cold showers.  NO HOT Luxurious baths anymore (sob)  By the way, I DO NOT HAVE SCABIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

I need to vent all this **** because my mind is running wild.  I itch like crazy and am tired all the time and i have periodic insomnia.  ADs are no help for the insomnia and the agitation.  i am so mad i want my quality of life back and i know i could do alot more for myself than i am and stuck in a gigantic pity pot.  am pissed that i have to go 72 weeks like i didn't know this 6 months ago and now i aml mad madmadmad   i want to kick doors and yell and scream but i don't want kneighbors calling police. my days consist of trying not to scratch, applying lotion and ointment taking cold howers and this goes on all day and night.  i have tried benadryl and sudafed pe to no avail.  i have a call in to my pa for a prescription for anti-itching meds whatever that might be.  i worry about everything.  am i going to wreck the car, again, if i go out the day after i do pegasys or after i take riba. am i going to forget important drrands, am i going to get some sleep and if i do will i sleep thru the alarm clock? i am sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkof this but i know i should be grateful that i am getting trerated and i am grateful but  right now i am impatient and thoroughly frustrated.  everything is centered around this body and itching and i guess riba rage.  so far i have not hit anything or broken any dishes but would if i could afford it and didn't have to clean up the miss.  too damn hot for me 101 degrees is over the top.  

48 more weeks to go.

started 7/05/07 and had happy vl results 10/04/07