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Burrswood

Dec 29, 2012 - 0 comments

Lazy morning - excellent service at Burrswood in the afternoon.  Karol will be away for much of January, and Mark moves on the 4th.  Still feel I don't fit in.

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Quiet day

Dec 28, 2012 - 0 comments
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Pain



Mark took me to Asda.  Started FB conversation with Nick and Sheena about rats.  Sat for too long - pain bad.

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Back from Green Pastures

Dec 27, 2012 - 0 comments
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pet death

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suicidal thoughts

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Samaritans



I found the morning quite difficult.  When I left, I was immediately picturing Amberley - his death was so sudden (Pet rat developed a severe abscess and possible septicaemia - had to be euthanased.  This was only a week after Joy died suddenly.).  Reasonable journey, but had to get taxi from Tonbridge.  Came home - found London missing - then almost no remains - worst case of RDS I've seen.  Can't share on NFRS because of adverse comments previously etc.  Mark collected 'body', Severe suicidal thoughts - rang Samaritans.

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Chest pain a nuisance

Nov 19, 2012 - 0 comments
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Chest Pain

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Angina

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monitoring



The last two days I've resumed home BP monitoring and it seems to be consistently 166/100 or above.  Tonight the pain was severe enough to require GTN, which is very rare for me.  This relieved it instantly, which would point to angina, and I took my evening medication.  Before the GTN, my BP was 170/108, which is higher than it has been for over five years, although I am consistent in my medication.  Now it is still 163/93 and I think I will need my medication increased long-term.

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