Im so excited around this time next monday I will be in my docs office getting a "pill" inserted to soften up my cervix and hes gonna give me 48 hours from then to start labor myself and then if I don't he's going to start me so by next thursday at the latest little Aubree will be here :o) Thank GOD!!! I am so uncomfortable  I thin I gained 2 lbs just today but Im so grateful that this pregnanacy is almost over and I will get to see her beautiful face .

Since we don't know what we are having ... I have a boys and a girls name tell me what you think

Boy: Riley Thomas Keeler

Girl: Aubrey Ryan Keeler

As I sit here rubbing my belly ( a habit i guess) I can't help but think of the lullaby "twinkle Twinkle" Because in the song its says "twinkle twinkle little star how I wonder what you are" and thats so similar to how I feel about this baby. We've had 3 gender determining ultrasounds and still we have no clue. I guess theres a reason why we don't know right now I dont understand but I guess it will just be even more special when we do find out... but i think Im gonna put the words to twinkle twinkle on the babys' rooms wall.... cus its very meaningful and I can tell him or her how I listened to it and thought about him/ her

I swear I feel like I am dieing slowly... Im still really sick... I haven't gained a single pound ( however my belly has gotten bigger)  I have bad headaches and in general I feel weak and just plain sick.. I try to eat. I eat baby carrots every day because I can keep it down and blueberry bagels but Im at my ropes end.. I can't function period. Most days I can't even get out of my house because I feel so sick. I havent been able to go to work because when I go I get dizzy and some of the times I throw up. My doc knows all this and he said its all a part of being pregnant. ARGH!!! Im just so darn frustrated... I just want to feel normal... Sorry its a bad day for me.