Well I am currently 11 weeks pregnant and will be having my second ultrasound on Thursday.   This one is for the first trimester screening.  I will be fine if the baby has Downs Syndrome or any other disorders, I simply just want to see a growing baby who still has a heartbeat.  Hubby will be going with me which I am so grateful for.  I need him there with me to hold my hand.  I am trusting God that his will be done.  I know that he has everything under control and I am trying my best not to worry, but to have faith.  I know everything will work out for the best.  

Okay I really intended to keep a journal the whole time I was pregnant so that I could print it off and put them in the baby book but I guess I have been slacking since I havent made one in 3 weeks.  LOL  I am 9 weeks today and everything is going fine.  I had an ultrasound last week and got to see the baby and hear and see the heartbeat.  I opted not to do the downes testing or anything so I wont get another ultrasound until I am 20 weeks to find out the gender.  :(  But I will get to hear the heartbeat when I go in so that is enough.   I have been so exhausted and busy.  I not only have my husband,son,dog,rabbit an house to care for but I have been babysitting a infant for a friend and keeping my niece for the summer.  When the baby is here I cant get anything done because he practically wants to be held all the time so my house got our of control...but the time he would leave at 4 I have been to tired to do anything.   He left early today at 11 so I showered, had lunch and then cleaned the house from top to bottom from 1:00 until 5:00.  Then we had t-ball, grocery store, dinner, clean up the kitchen, bath time and put my son to bed.  I am scared that if I lay down i'll never get up again.  The baby I keep is an angel and it really has woke me up and made it seem a little more real of what life is going to be like in 31 weeks.   I have got to get orgnaised and get a system for my son and myself and the house or else we are never going to make it.  I guess this is good practice for me.  Anywho I am wore slap out and I am going to have a snack and pass out.  Oh also I wanted to note that I am getting huge but have lost 3 lbs.  :)

I am 5 weeks and one day now.  I'm getting anxious to get this ultrasound done to make sure all is well with our little baby.  I did some yard work yesterday and I started having lower back pain lastnight and a little discomfort in my belly, i hope I didn't over do it.   I've started cramping after sex, i hope that is okay as well.  I have faith that God is going to deliver us a perfect little on in Januaury.  I'm getting excited, I want to go baby shopping...sure wish I knew what we were having already.  :)

YAY!!! My hcg levels doubled!!  Thank you Jesus!