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birds and the bee's at 6? Funny

Aug 07, 2014 - 1 comments

So my 6 year old was examining herself I guess and told me her vagina was cut.  I asked for her to show me and she showed me her (how embarrassing what is it called?  her birthing hole lol) anyway I said it is not cut that is just how it is.  She asked why it was "cut"  I said that is the hole that babies come out of.  She thought about that for a while and then said mommy I'm scared.  I said about what?  About having babies.  I said there is nothing to be scared of and she said but the hole is soooo small!!! hahahaha....  Well I told her it grows just like your body grows.  No need to tell her it doesn't grow enough for a baby to come out of!

Missing mom from Dundee Oregon

Jul 28, 2014 - 0 comments

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Jennifer Huston two small boys...  

"dh" vent!

Mar 27, 2014 - 5 comments

omg there is so much... but it all boils down to, I married a selfish boy.  I just want a man that man's up.  Your at a job you don't love?  man up there are bills to pay!  I married such a wuss.  I handle all problems, I deal with everything.  He whines, and complains.  I am so tired.  I am glad he is 3 hours away working.  I don't have to deal with his every mood.  but it comes down to, he isn't happy there and wants to quit his job... There are bills to pay sugar princess, man up.  I have worked since I was 15, round table, burgerville, target, boys and girls club, KFC, on and on until I finished college and went to work as a teacher.  15 years later am I happy everyday going to work?  hell no...  but you know what that is what adults do, they work, they support, and they don't complain because there are people that have a whole lot worse jobs.  Man up little princess... you are not a child...  


Oct 13, 2013 - 1 comments

I feel depression creeping over me again.  There is no trigger.  It starts slow and then speeds up. I had a three day weekend. I have to force myself to shower, to cook, to do anything.  It is a chore.  Went to the pumpkin patch faked my smiles, went to the movies faked my interest.  I only want to sleep,   I took 2 naps yesterday, long naps after sleeping 11 hours at night.  It takes over. Just wanting to sleep, to not participate in life.  But I want to I do it just takes to much effort.  I am on celexa 2 pills a day have been for a couple of years but now it is back, so much effort required to do any of it.  How to make it stop?  Life wasn't supposed to be this way....