I had a scary moment today, well to me it was. I have a phobia of flying bugs of a certain kind. one flew into my window and i nearly had a heart attack. i was trembling and shakened with fear to the point i was almost suicidal rather than confronting my fears.Honestly i had so many thoughts of doing my selft in. I was in fear. if i had money at the time i would have went to a hotel. this happened around 6 pm i believed didnt go into my room until the next day. I actually left my house around 2 in the morning and went to my sisters/
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