All my life i have been fighting. I am just really tired now. It doesnt seem at all that there is really a light at the end of the tunnel.

Have you ever kept a secret form your family because you were fearful that it would tear them apart and also what they would do to you if they ever found out? Well i have for a very long time now and it is affecting me so much but i do not trust anyone that i know enough to tell them. Its is not about anything that i did but rather what was done to me. Now the after effects are so disturbing because no i am fearful of almost everyone.. even complete strangers. This is my very first attaempt to come out of the closet.