okay,  yesterday my sister pinched me hard in the sides like under my ribs.
and im scared i have internal bleeding !
i went to the bathroom and my stool was like a brick color brown with like a hint of red.
last night for dinner i had two big pieces of cannaloni with mariana sauce, a piece of pizza and garlic bread with cheese dipped in marinanra sauce.
is it the food that changed my stool color?
i have fissures so i get streaks of blood, i have cuts on my anus from straining myself too hard. and i might possible have a hemroid.
i dont have any other symptoms except i feel gassy but i cant pass gas.
is this internal bleeding?!
or just the food.
please help.
im having a baaaad panic attack.

Last night I was on the computer and I started feeling dizzy when I moved my head, so I got up to go to my room and I had a really bad dizzy spell.
Ive been dizzy before but this was bad.
I was fine when I was laying down but If I stood up, it would feel like I was gunna tip over. The room wasent spinning I just felt off balance, you know what I mean?
With every spell came a panic attack so that didnt help.
When I was trying to sleep, I had to sleep on my back cuz if I tried to sleep on my side my head would move and then I would get dizzy again. It scared the **** outta me. I woke up and it was gone.
Im scared of a brain tumor, or a siezure or heart failure.
I have been under a great amount of stress latley. Me and my boyfriend broke up the same day my parents got into a violent fight which resulted in seperation between them. And im close with my dad and not having him home is hard on me. Ive been crying for about 3 days straight, no appitite but I make myself eat cuz If I dont I get nausea. Im feeling really depressed and just not myself. The seperation has hit me hard. Ive had countless panic attacks that have been very bad which have caused me to hurt myself. My doctor is in Cape Cod right now and I probably wont be able to see him for another week, so thats outta the question. I also pick my ears with bobby pins deep and use Qtips deep into my ear canal which has caused random dizziness before but not as bad as last night.
Could someone offer me some confort on this and tell me that its nothing serious?
Is it the stress? the anxiety? or my ears?
I am currently taking 20mg of Cipralex and .5 of Clonazapam.
Thank you, I could really use your support during this hard time.

i think im depressed.
my dad no longer lives at home.
my mom kicked him out.
i love my dad. and miss him so much.
me and my boyfriend broke up but are still friends and hes helping through all this.
i feel like picking my skin till i bleeed.
i want things to go back to normal.
probably gunna try a xanax tonight.

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My boyfriend elbowed me in the side of my stomach just under my left rib. I dont remember how hard but is it possible that I could be suffering from internal bleeding? How would I know? I dont have any symptoms,  just random cramping there.
Help?