I am finished with tx now and don't have a care or concern what-so-ever!  I know that it is in Gods hands now and I have faith.  I have conquered many things in my life and this is just another thing to add to my list of accomplishments.  I felt kinda like an outsider on this forum.  There seemed to be a click of people 'the in-crowd' on this forum and others I talked with agreed.  That's o.k....What I do find disconcerting is that no one has responded to my poem "My Ode to TX" yet.  Normally this would have really bothered me and I might have done something impulsive but right now I don't care.  

We got it straightened out and it turns out that I was to take 48 shots and not an additional 2 shots.  I would have taken them if they really wanted me to but honestly if I don't reach SVR after 48 wks of TX then I really don't thing two extra shots would have been the 'magic' needed if you know what I mean.  

I am very optimistic right now.  I do feel sick as a dog though.  I went to the Dermatologist to put to rest the ringworm rumors and it turns out that it is not ringworm and the DX said it didn't even look like it at all!  She said I had eczema on my face and gave me a mild 1% cream to be applied twice a day.  

Today is Saturday and I need to go grocery shopping but don't have the energy.  I will go later on because we are completely out of everything.  

I can't wait to feel better...looking forward to life again!  

I am taking last shot - number 48 tomorrow night and will be done!  It has been a real journey for me.  It has been hard working and getting my daughter through her senior year.  I made it...why do I feel so sad?  Tears are forming now...just when you thought you weren't going to experience unexplained bouts of crying anymore...I hope and pray that I don't have any post tx problems...I pray that all the problems with my skin etc clear up damn it!  This is basically my last week of tx and I have missed two days of work.  I haven't missed any days of work yet and here I am in my last week appearing to be 'losing it' all of a sudden...Now I wish I had made journal entries throughout the entire course of my tx...it feels therapeutic.  Sianara (sp)