I haven't wrote in her for a while, thought I might so I can look back on it and have a giggle.
I'm about 17 w 4 d and I'm having my feotal morphology ultrasound early so that I can get in on time with my 3rd antenatal appointment. I know everything looked fine on the 13 w ultrasound but my belly hasn't been growing at all. I went to buy nursery stuff and the woman who worked in there had a huge belly and was only 20 weeks, which made me feel a bit sad. The doctor used a Doppler and couldn't hear anything so hopefully everything is still okay in there! Will be going in on Wednesday 23rd.

Only 6 weeks, 3 days. The Doctor told me I was getting a bit obsessed with seeing her and told me she didnt want to see me for another 4 weeks (when I'm 9 weeks). She wont let me have my ultrasound till then. I know I should think everything is going to be okay and be positive but there are days were in the back of my mind I think it going to happen again. Sometimes I have dreams where she finds nothing on the 9 week ultrasound, or my baby never grew. I saw a possible gestational sac on my last ultasound, a bit to early. I'm so worried I think waiting is stressing me out.