I'm suppose to be weening off methadone, but i keep telling myself i can take more now and i'll just eliminate days off the end. i guess thats why there are clinics for this stuff. i get a script of 75 for the taper process and i'm down to 35 pills. i hate this ****, i think i'm so commited to staying the course and boom, addiction takes over. i need to be stapped to a bed and givin the dose by a nurse....
well wish me luck, but i need more than that.              -jessejames

i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. feels like my whole life is about being clean or not being clean, ya know? can't really complain though, i created this did'nt i. my 6 year old daughter is all i've got left, so my journey is to be the best father i can be clean.. that's where i'm at now. glad to have this web-site, enables me to release things on my mind. love all you people, over and out. . .