Its not like im calling in to go to the mall or stay home and watch TV .  Im staying in my bedroom prisoner in my bedroom beacuse I cant think straight or drive safely.  Im stuck in this crazy brain mode where I am not me I am not anything.  My kids are paying for it, and my nurse manager asks if Ill ever be OK?  What the hell?  I sure freakin hope so but what if Im mnot?  What if I am now stuck in this fogg becuase I didnt know what I was dioing by swalloing that I131 pill?  It did not workm the first time.  I should have known then.  I should have just stayed hyperthyroid.  At least I could function as a human being.  I caould live.  Now I can not even talk to my kids.