Had my pulmonary cta today. Not as  bad as I thought it would be. I was scared. Hate new things. IV's scare me they always have to stick me a dozen times. But the girl was great. Got me the first time today. Now waiting on results. I have a nother test tomorrow on lungs. Looking for blockage or blood clot. Dr going through every step to check on the extreme out of breath. Shakes horribly today. Starting a migraine and need to lay down a bit. Thank god one test is done.

The past two mornings I have sat at computer looking around the heart site, checking sons homework, and emailing my sis in CO. Afte a few my legs went numb. This morning another weird one. After getting out of bed my right leg and calf have pain and is very weak. Hmmmmm just journaling this to keep track and not lose it. I have had a journal on paper to keep track of new thigns but lose it. So this is my way of new things for me. This feels different. Dr on friday so I will tell him. I put letters on our sign at church on Monday night service and oh my gosh I was totally whipped out and so out of breath. My water pill is not helpint either like it used to. I feel so full of fluid . Wondering if what sis said to ask him to do the heart failure blood test to be safe. Just a blood test so no biggie for me. It runs in the family , dads bro died from it. Dad is now having huge problems with heart now at 75. Just me thinking and making me some notes for dr.

I am trying to get the hang of living with this SVT thing. Had symptoms since last summer. First one thought I was gonna really and truely die. My heart felt like it was gonna explode. Could not get the drs to understand me. Went to heart dr even. Wore monitors. Had echo. It took my family dr of almost 20yrs to leave the practice and I had to find a new dr to let him look at me and hear me in very tachy for days and he figured out what was wrong with me. So thank god for my new dr. Got me on a med and it is helping have to arrange the strength but he will help me i have faith in him. And thank god for finding this site and the help from people here. I really thought I was losing my mind. The attacks were so bad I just was so tired couldnt' get anyone to understand me. My family in my house new but no one else new or seemsed to want to know. Thought I was exaggerating. But omg I wasn't I was terrified and sometimese still am........I will learn with the posts here and help here it means a lot. thanks