Wow definitly my most emotionally and physically painful week of my life, losing my child and my appendix just an aweful couple weeks for me and the boy. Who knows if we'll ever work out I'd hope so we're still in love just school keeps me busy and he wants to get a good job in the city i hope to move to in future, the last time we did this we came back together i hope for tyhe same this time, and maybe we'll stay together through it all wow i love him so much...weird week though the poison in my appendix nearly left me dead. :S

excited talked to my mom gotta call the doc asap tomorrow :D yay he couldnt release anything over the jphone :D yay girls big huge chances for good

Long day definitly...everyone is pretty divided whether im prego or not...positive cleablue this morning though so now i just have to hope for the blood to be positive tomorrow lol im glad tomorrow i have school or i would be highly insane waiting by the phone lol a few more hours of waiting and not knowing that's for sure ahead i get home at 3 so i will tell u all what has occured for today....im so excited and nervous though i know an u/s is next if its positive...but after that im unsure for sure ijdk lol hopefully everything is wonderful and its an amazing reaso im so large, because im in love with whatever is in there...lol hopefully if its positive my bf will be understanding lol honestly though maybe that's why ill try for a tomorrow u/s if its positive so i have proof for him tomorrow and then we can cry and start all this **** together best lovers in the world me ad him loads of prayers that everything turns out for everyone else on here as well....he's camera shy though that's why not many together pics are up and ill put up more pics of me too tomorrow :D cuz no doubt if i am ill have many questions and answers for everyone :D yay god bless you all lol and my lil bugger or buggers too lol please show up tomorrow in blood :D, and thank you for those who apologized yes this is a real story and no matter what occurs i will post what this swelling is :D this pic is me and my mama

did another prego urine test this morning....it was positive :D yay for me and damn on those docs lol it was a clear blue electronic and clearly said pregnant so hopefully the docs blood comes back positive....i love how i think i know my body lol lets hope its right everyone :D prayers for tomorrow guys lol really want my bf to feel happier with me in the end.