ok so haveing a bad day and need a sitter for 2 of my children but as usaually i cant find one omg there has to be one in lakeland florida somewhere i mean dont they exsist anymore so the kids are driving me nuts and thats pretty much all for now ill wright in my journal later when i can find my sanity!

ok doc switched my ativan to xanax and it helps better with my anxity and it kinda makes me happy well gooffy ok so but when i woke up this morning i could hardly move it was like i was having a hang over ewwwww i hate it does anyone else have this problem or have had this problem o and i didnt take one yet and i am having feelings of sadness with crying spells and then al of the sudden i am real happy and goofy so WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?

ok the day is starting off kinda bad but im hopeful it cant get much worse besides i am 1 more day closer to my goal which is happieness and to not be so scared anymore or atleast to be able to handel it better so today i was tested because i hate and am so scared of snakes and low and behold in my closet was this little black snake it almost looked like a black worm with a nacklace on  and i just got a piecs of tubaware and scooped him up and threw him outside before i even freaked out it was amazing i was scared but i didnt cry and look myself in a room for hours i am so proud i took a pic of the snake to remind me of how strong and brave i was lol

This is a question i have been asking all over this site and really want to know......its about my touretts and ocd ok i squinch up my nose and blow air out orf my nose real fast and real hard like sometimes i do it 100 to 200 times an hour some times i dont do it for weeks and sometimes i do it all day for weeks and it gives me real bad head achs i was wondering if any one knew of any med u  can take to make it stop or atleast slow it down cause my doc said he didnt want to give me anything for it cause the meds can cause worse symptoms than the ones i have but its making me misreable