I'll start from birth. I was born to a teenage mother and father who had some problems but tried to still take care of me but realized it was to hard and sent me to stay with another family who later adopted me. My adopted parents were no walk in the park. I was only 2 when i was adopted. My adopted mother did not want children for kids sake she wanted servants. Even from get go I have been a very rebellious person. I don't like authority and tend to enjoy breaking rules. So yes I got beatings alot. So to skip on to the highschool years.(I have no happy childhood memories). By my senior year in high school I had won 1 scholarship for a certain amount and a full scholarship to another univeristy and for some reason my adopted parents divorced. They were better off. I was engaged after highschool to my sweetheart who was in the navy. Old than I by a year or so. I discovered he had been unfaithful since day 1 so I called it off. A little later I was still living at home working at a daycare and started dating another sailor. After a year of being with him I smelt something "fishy"and as my suspicions arouse so did a court case proving my suspiciouns. He was cheating except with a 13years old and he was 8 years older than I so it was gross in my eyes. About a month after that I met what I thought was a perfect guy.We dated a month and then my mother threw me out to make room for her new bf and his kids. So I moved in with my new bf and his mom and siblings. I was truely happy there. His mom loved having someone around to help look after the little ones. I got a job in that area as well. Then we decided to get our own place. Since he got a much better paying job. So we did. We hated it, bad neighborhood and lots of violence, so we moved again to Midlothian which is really a nice place. Gorgeous. Things went downhill. He started changing and he had already convinced me to quit my job. And he didnt like me having my own money anyway. He started checking my emails and my messages on my messengers. And I'm not supposed to talk to any guys other than the ones he approves of. He can no longer do this since I've change my passwords numerous times a week and hide where I keep them in a box of tampoons lol. Now he knows that since I've been in this area I have met my birth parents and talk to them regularly. Found I have numerous other siblings. Who love to call me just for advice on things. Now I've become rather close to my current bf's brother's gf (confusing huh lol) but he hates her and hates her coming over. And she is aware of it. He makes it that obvious. He seriously has an issue with overweight or obese people. Even though he himself is obese. He's 5'4" and 180lbs. I don't understand how someone could become a monster over a 8 or 9 month period. We've been together more than a 1 1/2 years now. I know he lies to me to b/c I've caught him in numerous ones lately and he gets mad when I notice and say something. Just like we had a huge fight b/c I took seriously what I thought he meant so we broke up for a couple days. In which time he added some girl on his myspace page and had it set to say single. Ok fine. Well when we got back together I had to ask him to change that back to not single. He talks about this girl every single day. And I  know he talks to her daily even though he denies it. And I know he says she is kinda ugly. But the girl is an acutal model and now he was telling me I need to loose a lot of weight so I can become a model. But I was the one wrong for calling him a jack***. Anywhos. I think I feel a little bit better just by rambling on and on about anything that came to mind. Whewss. I just feel like I'm going insane.