ok so my husband just bought rims worth $1,700 for our car. so i was driving home and went in a giant pothole that i didnt see and cracked the rims that caused all the air to come out i was so scared cause i broke em and of course he was so mad and i was sad cause they cost so much and know they r worthless. the the reason im sad cause my husband was so mad at me he didnt talk to me that whole day. So i guess the stress caused me to over eat to i over did myself. so now i mess up my diet. now im not giving up im just gonna have to work out 4 hours 2marrow and not eat. lol jk (by the way the crack is bigger than the pen : (

Ok so I weight myself last night and it turns out to be I have lost 2 lbs. Now I started my diet Monday March 31. So its been 1 wk 4 days. Ok a lot of people might think ok 2 lbs big deal well for me it is and I’m proud of myself.

OK I'm 22 yrs old I'm 5'' and weight 250 so yes I am obese. I have struggled with my weight ever since I was a child. So now I have reach to the point of my life and just sick and tired of being so freaking fat. These are the reasons why I'm just tried, I hate to buy clothes for myself and not feel good in it or when I look in them big o mirrors in the fitting room and take my clothes off I hate what I see. I just feel nasty!! See this is the biggest I have ever been that I had weighted in was 185 LBS now I know that is still over weight but I felt good. I was that fat girl that was always looking sexy and feeling good always had my hair done and makeup put it this way I felt like a SILVER DOLLAR LOL. So all of that has changed even my family and friends have notice that I let myself go BIG TIME. I mean them telling me ''man Teresa why did you let your self get this way'' help me out a lot because I'm tired of hearing those words. Don't get me wrong it hurts my feeling every time I'm told that but I know they tell me for my own good.
It has also gotten to the point that people think I'm my husband’s mom this has been the worst feeling of all. OK now all of this is about to change and gonna be put in the past. I am going to lose weight not only cause people tell me that I have let myself go or cause I look like my husbands mom, I'm gonna do for me and to be healthy and look like I am 22 yrs old. So this is my diet I don't eat bread and tortillas see I’ am Mexican I will eat tortillas with everything OK I don't eat no fried food basically nothing put in oil no pop no juice no sugar the only thing I eat is chicken no red meat and eat veggies. So I think I'm doing so far so good. THE REASON I WORTE IN MY JOURNAL WAS TO SEE HOW I FEEL AND LOOK AT THINGS DIFFRENT SO RIGHT NOW IM FEELING PRETTY GOOD AND MOTIVATED. SO IF YOU HAVE AN ADVICE OR WOULD LIKE TO MOTIVATE ME I WILL REALLY APPRICATE THAT.


                                                                                                                    THANKS FOR READING
                                                                                                                         YOURS TRULY,
                                                                                                                               TERESA