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Ugh....

Jan 17, 2013 - 1 comments
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Well, I am feeling much better psysically, emotionally, not so much. I am craving the pills hardcore, but I am gonna beat this. Part of the problem today, is my job. My boss is one of the most negative people I've ever met, & it's making this terribly difficult, as I seem to be a sponge for his negativity, which would normally be numbed by the pills, but now, it's just me in my real mind. ARG!!!!!!

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I can do this...

Jan 16, 2013 - 0 comments
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Day 3...I can do this....I can do this....I CAN DO THIS! The way my body feels is nothing but this wretched poison I've been ingesting trying to come out....STAY STRONG SHANNON!!!!!!!! You can do this!!!!!! My body aches, I am pissed at the world, but I know it will pass...gotta keep looking forward...YOU CAN DO THIS SHANNON!!!!!!!!!!!

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Wow....this hurts...

Jan 15, 2013 - 0 comments
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Fever

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Well, today is day 2 1/2, no Lortab...I feel like I'm dying! I had to leave work yesterday from severe cramps and diarhea. Today, I'm walking around in a fog, can't think of anything except pillls, I wanna call & re-up soooo bad! I've got an excruciating headache, feel like I have a fever & I'm so over this ****! I am angry at the world & i wish this feeling would pass!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I'm an addict

Jan 09, 2013 - 0 comments
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Today I have made the choice to seek sobriety. I have reached out to this community for compassion, advice & support. I have a few pills left, but I am determined to do this. I am terrified and sorrowful, like I am fixin to abandon a dear old friend...

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