Sep 29, 2011
It has been 1 month today since i had my surgery for hysteroctomy I have had a rough time with this whole thing my hormones has been crazy so i had to up my meds which seem to be helping alot,but still i am having alot of depression right now and it ***** i just want to feel good and move on with my life now. Last week i had to go see my dr because i was having so problems i was bleeding heavy like a period, but i don't have anything at no uterus,tubes or ovaries so i ahd blood work done and a ct scan blood was normal but the ct scan showed a small tear in the vaginal cuff where my cervics was so today when the dr checked me it has healed and dried up so no more bleeding thank God i was super scared. I will be seeing a counselor starting october 26th so i can take about my feeling and deal with the lose of not being able to have children on my own since i am so young. My husband and I are looking into adopting here very soon and also we might become foster parents to help other children we have found a couple adoption agencies that we are looking into this is so crazy because adoption is so expensive it makes it hard for people to adopt who are rich,but i know God has a plan for us to bring home a little bundle of joy we are going to adopt a little girl if possible because that has always been my dream is to have a little girl. Thank you everyone for all your thoughts and prayers during this tough time i have been though.