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a long time from then

Sep 25, 2013 - 0 comments

iam sober 7 months. iam 33 an in the last 18 years this is the longest time with out using anything.its sometime crazy  how the time flys an everything is wrong nothing working out  not a drug thought goes throw the mind an other days time stops an the mind thinks i want to be numb an all the billshit will go away..... i look around an remember the warm kiss from my husband,my daughters laugh an how much my son needs me,my dads likes to make me mad  then i remember how much i missed  how time flys its eazy to give up but never give n the only high i need is my family

day 3

Feb 03, 2013 - 0 comments

i took 35 mg today i no shouldnt  of but ****  happens still good for me and still pround of myself

day two

Feb 03, 2013 - 0 comments

36 hours high five yay me

day one

Feb 02, 2013 - 0 comments

made my first step to get help