Soo I've been doing good on the panic attacks,I haven't had one lately and I have been sleeping good.
BUT lately I've been getting sudden shortness of breath which comes with heart palpations my dad thinks I might have a heart mummer since my mom has one

I may be anemic :/ because I hardly ever eat meat so im going to make an appt. as soon as possible and hopefully Im perfectly healty :)
As for other things I feel like I need a full time job to keep my mind off things and to help pay for school

geeez why must everything be diffficult

Well today was very good I woke up this morning with my head on my bed NOT on the pillow geez no wonder my neck hurts every morning. My boyfriend came over for the day and we took a short nap and I had no pains at all today so we went out to eat @ very yummy to my tummy Chipotle,if you've never ate at the place I strongly suggest you do, and had two very tasty tacos.
I got myself Bust magazine and we went home and watched Explosions in the Sky Live and made brownies :)

So currently Im contemplating on trying to go to sleep or maybe reading some of my book
I have no pains right now but yet again im laying half way up with my lap top on my legs usually when I lay on my side I get pains.
I still have been geting these pains that go on on the left side of my body usually muscle pain or twtiching is invoved
I have a feeling it's from stressing too much about everything.
I currently am treating my UTI
hopeing abstinence will help out too

also take a look at the picture haha me in ten years.
:)
take care

I have this pain in my lower left side of my stomach and I've had it for about almost two months now,I've seen my doctor who thought it was an ovary cyst but saw my gynocologist to get it checked but she said i was perfectly fine down there.I recently started to get the same pain in my lower left side of my back too and it's gotten worse,Im guessing it's constipation since I don't eat fiber on a regular basis but it's getting to the point where I loose my appetite and can't even lay down all the way because the pain persits.