It has been 3 days since my last percocet.  I am having a hard time with the withdrawl effects.  I just want this to be over.  I started taking the pills about a year ago, I never had a script for the pills.  My mom takes them for headaches and I would get one from her here and there untill I found my self getting them off of here everyday.  I was taking about 6 pills a day for about the last 10 months or so.  It does not seem to be getting any better.  I feel so ashamed of my self and what I let the pills do to me and my wonderful life.  I have a great wife, two wonderful childern and am so blessed by god.  I have been praying alot and I know that God will help me through this tough time in my life.  I am having a hard time sleeping at night and the body aches seem to get really bad a night.  I feel so stupid, i will just start crying and just don't understand why.  I feel so alone and sad inside.  When will it start to get better, I don't know were to turn.  Any advice would be greatly welcome.  Thanks.