scared

About a week ago i started getting intrusive thoughts of harming my family. I was so scared i called the crisis hotline,they asked if i could come in to talk to them. I went in and after about 30min.talk they suggested i go to a crisis center for a few days. I spent 5 days there i saw a psychatrist every day had group therapy,i felt safe there,they put back on zoloft.I took myself off zoloft for what my DR. thought a panic attack,i wought get nauses it looked and sounded like i was drunk,after taking the zoloft i didnt have anymore attacks. I just want these thoughts to stop...        I have set up professional help which i start aug 6.  Thank you