Sleep Tracker Journals
Sort By:  

Sleep is more consistent

Dec 28, 2008 - 0 comments
Tags:

fatigue

,

No Vyvanse



The past few nights since I've been on vacation, my sleep is much more consistent.  The only problem is I'm still so tired and groggy.  Only Vyvanse keeps me going and I'm down to the last three pills.  This week is going to get much rougher.

Sleep Tracker

Losing sleep due to pain

Dec 24, 2008 - 0 comments
Tags:

Pain

,

Insomnia

,

suicide

,

F*****g Doctors



Pain ruined my sleep Sunday night.  The pain was so bad that I stayed home and tried to sleep it off - no luck.  So, I went to the ER on Monday evening and got a shot of Dilauded.  This made me sleepy a few hours later and I slept great and woke up with less pain.  The pain climbed through the day and eventually, I was where I was before the trip to the ER.  F*****g doctors are so afraid of my addiction and losing their licenses that they won't adequately treat my pain.   I will give the physiatrist one month to bring down my pain levels or I will kill myself.  It's getting that desperate.  Pain has destroyed my life and suicide will be a relief.

Sleep Tracker

Pain kept me awake last night.

Dec 22, 2008 - 0 comments
Tags:

Pain

,

Insomnia

,

er



A very busy day with family left my neck really in severe pain.  I tried to sleep last night but was unable to doze off until 3:00AM.  I woke up this morning still exhausted and I skipped work.  Neck pain is already high depsite being in bed most of the morning.  I'm worried that I may need to go to the ER today.

Sleep Tracker

Fatigue is ruining my home life

Dec 20, 2008 - 0 comments
Tags:

fatigue

,

Frustration

,

Insomnia



I came home from work at 5:00PM and fell asleep by 7:00PM.  I was so tired, I just couldn't stay awake.  needless to say, I didn't spend any time with my son or wife.  This is so frustrating for all of us.  I am certainly not fulfilling my roles as husband and father.  I did wake up for awhile but Abe was already in bed.  I played on the computer until 1:00AM and finally drifted back off to sleep.

Sleep Tracker