I have not tracked in close to 2 weeks.  Life has been very stressful and I am feeling it's affects.  My sleep is screwed up, which is never good for me. I will work on getting back on track this week.  Maybe I will feel better.  Life is just so hard sometimes.  But I am strong and I will get through this.

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Finally after 4 weeks, I have no tooth pain. It will be great to put the focus back on life, especially in these stressful holiday times.

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Have a root canal scheduled for Thursday.  The pain has esculated but is manageable with advile every 3 hours.
I am feeling very defeated and hope the feeling will leave once the tooth is taken care of.

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I never thought I would make that statement, looking forward to a root canal.  But the pain has gotten so bad.  I worry about taking OTC pain meds given the medications I am on.  I just don't know what could happen.  I am such a control freak, I'd rather be in pain that enter the unknown.

Fearing the unknown came up in therapy this week.  I am currently in a holding pattern but on the road to being independant for the first time in my life.  It crossed my mind that most guys really have it easy.  They can walk away from a 22 year marriage and be perfectly fine.  Regardless of my planning, I will still continue to struggle but I know I will be okay.



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