so we had a meeting at work this morning and our manager got us donuts.. well after everone left there was some left so i ate another one. and then i ate half of someone elses. and about an hour later i had my break so i ordered a little pizza. and of course i ate too much of that.. and got really nauseous and sick. so i asked if i could be sent home early today since we were really slow. and went home at 1130. im feeling a lot better. but i hate leaving week early especially on weeks like this where i only work a few days. :( next week im going to have to work all my shifts in order to make up for all the money i missed this week. oi.. that means 40hours. im going to be sooo tired.

oh and on top of that im friggin si ck too :( ive had a cold for like a week and its not going away. ive already gone through a bottle of robitusin and it hasnt helped me at all. cough drops work for a little while and benadryl works for like an hour. and i cant take more than 4 doses in a 24hr period of anything. so.... im stuck. im going to try to make an apointment on monday with my doctor and see if he can prescribe me something a little better that isn't going to bother baby.

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i woke up at aroundd 530 crying my eyes out. i had a dream that DH left me. i was sooo upset. i woke him up and kept on crying. i think that was probably the worst pain i have ever felt(emotionally of course). i couldnt stop. so i called work and told them i was having BH(which was true) and was going to have to stay home today. im feeling a little better after talking to DH about it but i still just feel like a big ball of stress. :(

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DH didnt want to have to deal with black friday and all that so we just went to Best Biy and bought  a 52" LCD TV. Toshiba. how exciting. thats it for xmas shopping! how easy lol

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i just feel im working all the time. 2 days off in a row is nice but its usully during the week when DH works and then i feel like i have to do a bunch of cleaning and stuf which i dont want to do because its my weekend and i clean so much at work..then on the weekends i work the entire tme and feel exhausted afterwords. i dont know if i should maybe tell them i want to work less hours. but its nice having extra mney for me and hubby to play around with plus with the baby on the way were going to need more money for sure. i dont know what i should do..

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