baby baby baby
thats all i think about when im at home. and for most of my work day bc my tummy is getting huge and in the way!!! it gets so dirty lol. with all the food and stuff. and my shirts barely fit anymore which is exciting except that i cant find any red polos if my life depended on it! and i can only wear read! whats up with that. target doesnt even have any! and they are the go to store for red polos. wth lol. *sneezes* ahhhh nose congestion isbugging me to death. i had it for a little while in the 1st trimester. and then i was good for like a month+.l i got sick a fe2w weeks ago and the congestion stayed instead of going away with my cold. me and DH are arguing about the spelling of Brittan's name. he says the whole reaszon he picked that name was so he ould spell it with an O (Britton) i told him it looks too much like a boys name!!! i never get what i want. and i know in the end she will probably be Britton and not Brittan. bc i give in too easily and it shouldn't really matter in the end how its spelt right? it still sounds the same and the baby is technically named after his grandmother so i understand that it should be spelt the same way. its just not as pretty.. and everyone i know hates it spelt that way. maybe im just being a B***h.
DH has been playing his game a lot lately so ive been kind of lonely. but i just feel like he needs some time for himself. but this late in the day its really hard to find things to do. today i got out of work early so i came home and immediately emptied out my car (we ad dining room chairs in there from thanksgiving) and swept and mopped all the floors. then i worked on decorations fro Brittan's room for an hour or 2. i drew and colored a bunch of butterflies to hang in her room. i tried to use cardboard behind them so they would be thicker but the cardboard box i used aws tooooo thick to cut. even with a box cutter! (razor) lol so im just using brown paper bags. atleast they will still look decent. i also printed out some flowers and butterflies too so i hope it looks nice. i'll need to figue out how i want to hang them up. either with ribbon through a hole or just a staple gun or something. there arent many options lol i was also thinking about doing the letters on the wall (i know very popular) but of course ill cut those out myself too. bc i hate spending money on things i can just do myself with all of the things i already have in my home. i have lots of crafts stuff. a whole set of those scissors that cut different shapes, oil pastels, crayons, gel pens, colored pencils, a million markers + sharpies. i have a big ol'box of construction paper and a huge sketch book for drawing, painting, whatever. i even have those bedazzler things that put gems on clothing from my mom for xmas a few years ago lol. that i dont use...
Sabel(our dog) went to the vet today. he starting limping yesterday so DH was worried and made an appointment. hes fine. probably just a bruise or sore muscle. he got all the shots he neededrabies and parvo and what not. they also cut his nails. the vet said he was the worse dog hes ever had to cxut nails for! the worst! haha we got one paw done last night but we rarely do them because he hates it so much. DH said he growled at them, peed and pooped too! and there were 3 pl holding him down! hes never acted that bad for his nails before. i dont know what got into him. but hes a good dog. he listens. it was probably just because DH left him in there with them.
my backs starting to hurt like every night now. todays its my upper back. the past few nights it was my lower. Pickle(other dog -yorkie) jumped on my belly when i was lying down and i kind of jerked up and hurt my back really bad. i felt all of the discs(or whatever they are) in my back starting from the bottom all pop or crack or something. all the way to like 3/4 way up my spine. it was sooo bad. i didnt get much sleep last night and got up at 630. i got to work around 745 and found out that i had to help move all of the chairs from the night before (it was carpet cleaning night) back to their proper place. which meant dragging/lifting 4 metal chairs stacked on top of each other. over and over again. there are about 16o chairs i think? ad there was only 3 of us doing it. my co-worker did most of the work since she had a dolly, but i still had to put all the chairs at the correct tables and stuff. i was getting really tired. thought for sure i was going to be sore and maybe even get contractions all day. but i think i only had one. or maybe 2 the hour afterwards, and just my hands hurt from all the dragging. everything else is good. Brittan's been kicking so much. its crazy. DH felt her rolling over 2 nights ago. he was so excited. "well look at her go" he said. i was surprised he could feel her bc i barely could. its a weird feeling thats for sure lol.
ive had gas all day. :( i didnt eat anything bad either. i had cereal for brkfast, i had 2 sandwiches, a yogurt, and i cant remember what else for lunch. and i couldn't stop passing gas lol. it was so embarrassing at work bc i would try to hold it until there was noone around but its just hard lol. the wonderfu symptoms of pregnancy huh? lmao.

ok well thats probably enough!n no one has the time or patience to read any of this but i like to get things off my chest and keep track of things :)

oh and i have a christmas dinner party tomorrow and a doctors appointment on monday!!! its going to be a fun weekend :)

so i worked 9-4 today. it went quite well. i set up the salad bar and was cashier. i made and ran all the food because we had truck(all the food and merchandise) so the kitchen person had to put it all away which took forever. sooooooo we were really slow and i did everything for a while. taking orders, making food, running food, bussing tables, dishes, sheet out the pizzas for PM. gave a work friend a ride home. whichtook forever because she lives on the other side of friggen town lol. but thats ok. then came home and DH was snoozing so i let him nap. when he got up i started dinne(sloppy joes) and he got on his game.. he has a bunch of new upgrades and stuff on there so hes been on ever since. i let him eat dinner in his office and play his game... hopefully friday will be our night to hang out since i gave him all day to play today.. hmm well i guess thats it..

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we have nothing for baby. but a few outfits (6-9 mo) from when i was a kid and bought stuff for stuffed animals. and a small pack of diapers that a friend left in the trunk of our car and i found months later. lol. oh and one bottle. i just feel like i need to put something in the babies room. but im having 2 baby showers in january! so i should get pretty much everything i need then. ill be having a work one here in tucson and then im supose to be flying to new york because my mom is going to throw me one. and knowing her she is going to invite everyone! so thats going to be huge, just like my bridal shower. i just want to buy things :( and now i have to wait..

so we had a meeting at work this morning and our manager got us donuts.. well after everone left there was some left so i ate another one. and then i ate half of someone elses. and about an hour later i had my break so i ordered a little pizza. and of course i ate too much of that.. and got really nauseous and sick. so i asked if i could be sent home early today since we were really slow. and went home at 1130. im feeling a lot better. but i hate leaving week early especially on weeks like this where i only work a few days. :( next week im going to have to work all my shifts in order to make up for all the money i missed this week. oi.. that means 40hours. im going to be sooo tired.

oh and on top of that im friggin si ck too :( ive had a cold for like a week and its not going away. ive already gone through a bottle of robitusin and it hasnt helped me at all. cough drops work for a little while and benadryl works for like an hour. and i cant take more than 4 doses in a 24hr period of anything. so.... im stuck. im going to try to make an apointment on monday with my doctor and see if he can prescribe me something a little better that isn't going to bother baby.

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