I was able to get some things done today. I got some unpacking done in the bedroom and got some decluttering done. Hopefully this will keep up because I have a lot I need to get done around here. I am praying for a manic episode so I can get **** done!
I'm being switched from Celexa to Paxil and it is really screwing with me. I am so nauseous but it almost feels like my mind is nauseous and not my stomach. Does that make sense?
I look at my daughters and I think that my life is truly complete. I have no drama in the house anymore and that feels so good to me. My children are the most beautiful thing I have in my life and they are definitely worth all of my efforts to get better. My anxiety cannot control me...I know that now. I have to get my anxiety under control so that I can watch my children grow.
Well, I was doing good, until I found out my paycheck is only gonna be $177. It is because I had to take some days off after my miscarriage. Now, what am I gonna do? I got bills to pay and I am not gonna have the money to do it with!