feel really sick today after everything i eat, maybe my IBS im not sure, but dont feel to good the last few days... pains in my tummy, very dizzy,  Hope i get better soon.

Hello everyone, i haven't been on the site for a while now, maybe 2 months or so?! i was on here A LOT, like 5 or 6 times a day, when i started taking Lexapro for my Panic Attacks and Globus Hystericus and it was an AMAZING help for me, and everyone on here helped me so so so much! I couldn't thank you all enough. :)

Well, 7 months later of 10mg Lexapro and i have COMPLETELY changed my life around, i can not tell you how different things are, 7 months ago i could not leave the house, i couldn't go to a shop, talk to family members, be around anything more than 1 person i had no life and when i went on the drug it changed everything, since then i have traveled abroad for 3 months STRAIGHT!! I can go shopping go on a plane go on a train talk to people wait in lines Everything i could never dream of doing again a year ago.

Thanks, hope to hear from all your great people that helped me so much in the past months! This website is a lifesaver.. Well done.... x

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Well, today i had my first panic attack in a very very long time! My GF mother was stressing out about something (she is a very stressed person i think it was about getting home on time to have lunch!! Totally stupid!!) and she was driving in the car like a crazy person, she was shouting and drivers at my GF cos she was annoyed with her over something earlier and swerving in and out of cars, she nearly hit one, and was speeding for again down narrow streets! and i just lost it, i couldn't hold it together it was to much, i could have screamed at her for being such an idiot! i started hyperventilating and when we arrived home alive thank god, i just droke down and started to cry right in front of everyone, i just totally couldn't control my emotions after what just happened, and i hope i made her feel terrible cos she put my life and my GF's as risk with her teenage fit cos she was angry! i thought parents were supposed to be MORE mature than there kids no??? anyway, i ran upstairs and couldn't breath, my GF ran up after me and tried to comfort me till i stopped crying and got my breath back, my heart was jumping out of my chest, i couldn't breath and i was totally uncontrollably crying it was weird, i haven't felt that in a long time, and i was so angry i let myself get into a situation where it could happen again! I went and told her that i will never get in a car with her again! it was a hard day but its over now and im ok again....

was very upsetting and hard on my though, i feel very tired and weak after it all... hope i feel better tomorrow and from now on im taking my bike if that idiot wants me to go somewhere! :( and i was doing so well....