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Shes talking to me

Oct 20, 2010 - 0 comments
Tags:

hang out

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shei

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billy

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promised

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shower

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field trip

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dress up

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FBLA

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college

,

applications

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mail

,

calender

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sleep

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apple bread

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pit bull awareness day

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bacon dog biscuits

,

sugar cookies

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movies

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Jackass

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corn maze

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papers

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teachers

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pills

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blood drawing

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stomach ache

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Work

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baggies



But prolly can't hang out friday.

I have two (one) field trips tomarrow. Need to dress up...
Need to find time to shower.

Need to finish applying to college. ****.
Need to start opening my mail.
Need to get a CALENDER!
Need to get some sleep
Need to make bread, dog biscuits, cookies, etc
Need to package said foods
Need to go to th emovies
Need to go to the corn maze
Need to get papers signed
Need to find teachers to sign papers
Need to...I don't know. Get my pills. Get blood work done. So much. I need another list. I need to go to bed.

I had an obnoxious stomach ache as soon as I got to work, I couldn't even stand up straight. There was no toilet paper. I thought I was gonna straight die.

The night flew by though. I bought baggies and bundled up my dog biscuits. Goodnight.

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I finally saw Devra today

Oct 19, 2010 - 0 comments

She's sending me for blood work and I got capsules back. YES!

I've been waiting for someone to say it, to remember me when we first met. When I was a raging fifteen year old. I'm pleasant now. I'm not even the same pseron. I'm really not. All I feel about who I used to be was upset they pulled my GPA down so bad. I have a 3.3 and straight A's. Ughh. Scholarships? No, not for me, thanks though.

College is wipping my ***. I bought a bone shaped cookie cutter for the dog biscuits for pit bull awareness day! <3 I'm exctied. Apple bread. Dog treats. I'm fulll of surprises. I'm glad to be going back. I wantto make a habit of it it's just my schedule is so unpredictable I can't pin a day and on the weekends...I just really need my sleep. I'm having trouble staying upright already and I AM sleeping. Every chance I get. I take a nap every day and sleep all night and I just don't know what to do to catch up. Hense the blood test....

I played sims 3 tonight. It's kinda fun, if you don't have a god complex like I seem to.

We watched Big Fish in class. I don't understand, I couldn't figure out the accomplishments. I'm really nervous about having to write poetry for a class. I have work tomarrow. I love my job, don't get me wrong, but it's just wipping my bum. I'll go and try my hardest of course, though.

Shei's not speaking to me because of what I said about Nick. I won't say I never thought he;d be more important than me, because after all she chose him in the first place. Why didn't I see this coming? I miss her though. I'm so stupid.

My mother is still having vein troubles. Bad ones. There will be surgery. And yes, it's hereditery.

Just off the top of my head (unrelated) I keep waking up with charlie horses in my calfs, which never happened before recently. Need to look that up. Need to find more time. Need to keep baking. Need to think of something to do for my 3 year anniversary (?!). Need to find time to go to the movies. Need to make money. Need to get used to everything else. Need to start painting again. I need TIME. PLEASE.

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One of those days

Oct 13, 2010 - 0 comments

Where I'm flying on my own cloud, till a drop of rain hits my nose, and the cloud blows up out of my own fury. And I fall. Onto a new cloud. And I start over again.

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So I guess I look too skinny?

Oct 12, 2010 - 0 comments

What do you want me to do about it? Eat till I puke? And when exactly am I supposed to have the TIME to eat ANYTHING? I'm so tired. I keep cooking but I just **** everything up. I wanna give up. I really wanna right now.

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