To her anymore, it makes her uncomfortable. But he left her, though I'm sure that changes nothing. I know it in my head, I know I love her. So so what. Leave me alone. I know I set myself up for this.
I peeled a lot of garlic and reaked all day. I did my entire summer reading essay, then my short story, in creative writing. im VERY caught up. I read my chapters already for wldlit and studied piles for psych. I'm doing good. Great, actually.
Me and steve are gonna make cuppycakes!
I went to numerous stores in a scary part of town to find mascarpone but no, I had to create my own. I made my whole cake, I was on my way to the fridge, but alas, I am clumsy, and dropped a large portion of it. Salvaged what I could and sulked. It came out ok though. Not amazing, but pretty good. The BML is mostly frozen. I have school tomarrow. and work. And everything. I'm just so tired.
What else? I laid down on steves bed and passed out for a while. I read. He blasted his subs. I got an orange julius.
Cyprian, isn't that a pretty name? Si-PREEN. I really like it.
Brian Regan. Go ahead and look him up.
I want to shower. The weather is confusing me too much these days. I'm just so confused.