I passed in an essay, took a vocab test, thought up and wrote a chunk of a short story in third person, studied for all at once and then took a culinary test, got a project in Psych, drove home and ate a canolli, went to steves, stirred a pot for hours, went to work, came home to cupcakes, frosted said cupcakes, wrapped up each cupcake.  came home. It felt like a very long time though.

Work especially felt like forever for some reason. It was like nothing...nothing...nothing...BUSYBUSYBUSYBUSYBSUY...nothing...nothing...OMG KILL YOURSELF YOU'LL NEVER CATCH UP.

And yeah. Stuff keeps getting stuck in my teeth and it's annoying cuz I bit the tip of my tounge and it hurts to try and use it to pick stuff out.

I just ate not one, but two bags of popcorn.

Tomarrow is delivery day.
And sunday is consumption.

I want to catch up on my sleep! Maybe do some painting. Finally see my girl, even if she isn't my girl anymore. She's still my best friend.

And yes. Bed.

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And started to paint. I went to steves and stayed there till my knees were shaking so badly it was funny. Then we talked for a while, and came back to my house. I finally finished my Alice painting. And hung my Alice poster. I want to finish up my art things...then start more.

Shei's friend has to get rid of her ferret, maybe I'll have him. If I can.

I feel like eating..but don't actually want to. So I won't?

No school today, I got some sleep!

We went to Shei's house finally. It feels like I haven't seen her in forever. She's still having Nick issues. Big Nick issues. He's such a *********. I hate him.

I don't want to go to school tomarrow! I have work again. Making cuppycakes.

We took Caelan for a walk and steve climbed a dirt pile and shei watched. And I just stood there, feeling a little....off. Around her. Guess I'm just stupid.

Oh well. I'm going to bed.



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To her anymore, it makes her uncomfortable. But he left her, though I'm sure that changes nothing. I know it in my head, I know I love her. So so what. Leave me alone. I know I set myself up for this.

I peeled a lot of garlic and reaked all day. I did my entire summer reading essay, then my short story, in creative writing. im VERY caught up. I read my chapters already for wldlit and studied piles for psych. I'm doing good. Great, actually.

Me and steve are gonna make cuppycakes!
I went to numerous stores in a scary part of town to find mascarpone but no, I had to create my own. I made my whole cake, I was on my way to the fridge, but alas, I am clumsy, and dropped a large portion of it. Salvaged what I could and sulked. It came out ok though. Not amazing, but pretty good. The BML is mostly frozen. I have school tomarrow. and work. And everything. I'm just so tired.

What else? I laid down on steves bed and passed out for a while.  I read. He blasted his subs. I got an orange julius.

Cyprian, isn't that a pretty name? Si-PREEN. I really like it.  

Brian Regan. Go ahead and look him up.

I want to shower. The weather is confusing me too much these days. I'm just so confused.

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Anymore. Ok? I got vitamins and ate some things and watched some Alice and saw steve and he got subs. I want to shower, and my head still hurts.

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