Got my delivery of trams today. they didnt come till 3:15, made me sweat a little when they dont come when they say they will. A couple times they have tried to deliver to the wrong address, lane instead of street. and i had to call them. I always think they know im a addict waiting for my drugs....

Cant leave the house tomorrow. Got more tram coming fed ex sometime before 3.  I have enough left for one dose, 4 pills.  If i dont get the package i will have to call off work Thursday. Cant work without the pills.. Cant stop because i will have to take time off work and i cant do that now.  I have vacation due in Aug, but can i detox in two weeks?  Cant work with out pills but have to work to buy the pills..... round and round. But cant pay anyother bills.  I have bill collectors calling me at work now. They love that.

i work at a fast food rest. where u need to be moving on ur feet 7 or 8 hours a day, tho my doctor has given me a note that restricts my hours to 5-6. today i worked 5 and half and i was in pain or numbness so bad that i took 4 or 5
"50" mg every two hours, i dont know how much longer i can work. i am only bringing home $200 a week, on a good week.  I need to go on disability and i would be able to cut back my "take" since i wouldnt be on my feet all the time, when i work i take more, today it was at least 14. on a day i dont work i can cut back to 8, 4 twice a day. Bill collectors are calling me at work now.... Dont know what to do...

When i joined this page i was just coming for the numbness in my feet and legs, then decided to add my addiction to tramadol. After reading about other people having the same problems im having i was depressed even more but yet relieved that people can kick it too. i just dont know how to exsist with the problems concerning my legs, tramadol is the only thing keeping me moving.