sigh.

I know that this is going to sound bad, but I ended up taking all the pills that I had left of my Ocycodone today. I'm not the type of person to mix pills with other pills, because I'm always scared of how I might react to it.. So I ended up taking all the Percocet I had left so I can start to taper off of all the pills all together by starting on the 12 Vicodin I've had stashed away since I had my wisdom teeth taken out several months ago. I keep telling myself that the Vicodin is much more mild than Percocet, so tapering off with these will be so much better for me.

I know I'm just lying to myself, and as gar as it might be for some people to realize it right now.. I am trying.