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Dec 19, 2009 - 1 comments
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feeling better

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Weight

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depressed



Since my "best friend" moved away Ive been happy and have lost almost 10lbs! I am starting to feel much better, although the scale says I weigh more than I feel... Oh well. I still have my bad days (like today) and am still depressed, but with my weight going down as much as it has been lately, I can start focusing on my other problems too.

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Nov 26, 2009 - 0 comments
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Pain

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scared

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sick

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Stomach

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body

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stomach pain



So I havent been on in a while... I havent even weighed myself since my last log in. Im scared to. All of my stomach pains have started again and I cant get a Doc appt til the end of Jan. I will have to wait until I have to go to emergency again I guess. This *****. I feel like a piece of ****. I hate  everything about my body right now. I even bought a gym pass. Then I got sick and then Ive been working everynight. A waste of money. Everything I do is just a waste... Why do I even bother anymore...

Yay?

Nov 12, 2009 - 1 comments
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Weight

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sick

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happy



I've lost 4 lbs since sunday, but i dont know if i should be happy about it.. like obviously i am but the only reason i lost it is because ive been sick and unable to eat more than once a day. no matter what tho im stoked i lost some weight! sadly i havent weight this little in a long time and thats horrible because i am still obese.

Gym

Nov 05, 2009 - 0 comments
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Gym

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better

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hopefully



Jon and I went and got gym passes today. Hopefully we can stick to it. We will bot hfeel better if we do :)