Well accupuncture is great!!! i recommend it to anyone, i feel so much more relaxed now. We have decided to take a month of the ivf just to work our way into the accupuncture, and hopefully we might fall natrually but if not i will go for another cycle. I know the chances are slim but maybe it might happen. Fingers crossed.

Well i have my pregnancy blood test tommorrow. I dont think i am pregnant this month, i took another hpt thismorning and it came back negative again. However my DH and i were talking bout it before and last time was sure that it came back neg every time until i was about a week late. So as usual i am still hopeful that i am not imagining the symptoms that i am showing now and that i am actually pregnant. Fingers and Toes crossed will find out tommorrow.

Trying to have a baby is the hardest thing that we have ever done, its funny i thought it would be easy, but it is so emotionaly draining. So many things racing through my mind at the moment, and once again another year will pass by and we will have empty arms at christmas. People we know have had 2 and 3 kids in the time that we have been trying it sucks so badly because they take for granted how easy it is for them to fall pregnant and they will never understand how hard it is to get their for us. I have my blood test on sat and i have a feeling that it will come back negative again. I feel like such a failure all the eggs fertilised and so far none of them have taken, i just feel like i am doing something wrong! I hate feeling like this, i want the joy of someone telling me yes you are pregnant you will have a baby at the end of this. I see all these people complaining about morning sickness and all the side effects of pregnancy, I WOULD DIE FOR THAT.