I suddenly feel a sense of sadness wash over me. I don't know what's wrong, but I feel like sobbing. I should probably go to sleep and hope that the feeling doesn't folllow me later in the day, but...I know that it probably will If I do fall asleep. So I will stay awake until 4:30am at the max. But all I want to do is sleep, but I don't think I could take it if this feeling followed me into the day.