Jul 01, 2009
Just came back from the gym. Took all my effort to get there today, due to being the most skilled procrastinator I know, and nothing else. I worked hard on the circuit, as hard as usual, but it seemed easier somehow. Maybe since I startecd a month ago my endurance is coming up. I think it's too soon to be having real cardio progress, but then, what do I know? Started with the jump rope for the first time since grade school today; I lasted an entire three minutes. LMAO Whatever, I'm off the couch anyway.
Thinking about all the medical tests I have scheduled and pending sceduling. Very overwhelming. There are 2 tomorrow, one on the 7th, one on the 22nd, and 2 in the first week of August, already. I'm trying to write all of them down redundantly in different places so I might be able to keep stumbling upon them and eventually force them into my little brain. I have business cards, prescriptions, and referrals, notes, lists, scraps of paper, and messages on the answering machine...and try to explain to the family what's going on. Ha! It's taken me a couple months of research and study, learning achronyms, and talking to people with experience, as well as numerous conversations with doctors to even BEGIN to understand all of this. I keep trying to boil it all down into a few easy sentences. It just seems to defy explanation.
Alright, I have to get out of my head now. Going out to my friend's house for a while. Maybe write more later....Until next time.