A moment of clarity
May 05, 2008 11:06PM
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I'm feeling one with the world today, regardless of where we all are, we're in the same ballpark. We're on the same team. I wish I could scoop everybody up and hug 'em. I'm trying to reflect on all that's changed with me over the past several years, and realize that I grew through it all despite all that ****. Isn't that what it's all about? Growth?
I'm still dealing with that pain, and the anxiety and sleeplessness, but somehow, I'm kinda expecting it, so it doesn't freak me out as much lately. I'm having testing done in about 12 hours, and am still hopeful that it'll shed some light on things and perhaps provide a solution. Even if it does not, I realize now, that although some things are not as they once were, or as I'd want them to be, I can still find many ways to enjoy life, and realize that not being perfect ain't so bad. Most of the things that suck, seem to suck because of the pressure and inflexibility we can put on ourselves and our views about ourselves.
I'm still dealing with that pain, and the anxiety and sleeplessness, but somehow, I'm kinda expecting it, so it doesn't freak me out as much lately. I'm having testing done in about 12 hours, and am still hopeful that it'll shed some light on things and perhaps provide a solution. Even if it does not, I realize now, that although some things are not as they once were, or as I'd want them to be, I can still find many ways to enjoy life, and realize that not being perfect ain't so bad. Most of the things that suck, seem to suck because of the pressure and inflexibility we can put on ourselves and our views about ourselves.
Wiggily Jiggily!!
I am happy when you are having good days!!
Loving the thought of getting some wood with ya!! hehehehe I know right where to find mine...heheheheh
LOVE YOU♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I am happy when you are having good days!!
Loving the thought of getting some wood with ya!! hehehehe I know right where to find mine...heheheheh
LOVE YOU♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
jaqui..you are da bomd. and really know how to put it all in perspective. love ya girlfriend.
I'm diggin' on you ladies somethin' fierce y'all! Thanks buds!
did cathy jus say "da bomb"? i must be rubbin off on her LOL...
jacqui, i am glad ya are where you are right now, in your mind and spirit. only One is perfect, the rest of us are human and bound to fall short from the start! but to realize that , and be ok with it speaks volumes of where you are in your life right now. im glad your here, and really glad your on "our team" :)
jacqui, i am glad ya are where you are right now, in your mind and spirit. only One is perfect, the rest of us are human and bound to fall short from the start! but to realize that , and be ok with it speaks volumes of where you are in your life right now. im glad your here, and really glad your on "our team" :)
BILL, i cant think of a better person to rub off on me. lol you are da male bomb!!!!
Hi Jacqui,
I just read the Journal post of a free Spirit, our bodies will do what they do but that dose not mean our spirit has to be tied to them , one part is earth bound our bodies, the most important part, our spirit is allowed to fly free, only if we allow it.
You have a beautiful spirit. I can hear it loud and clear and it's song is magnificent... I'm happy for you that you have found solace within yourself. I also hope with all my heart that the test will give you a defiant answer as to why your body feels as it dose. I really do not think I would be where I'm at or still on the Forum if it were not for meeting you... I'm very happy for you.. With loads of respect and admiration for you... Lesa
I just read the Journal post of a free Spirit, our bodies will do what they do but that dose not mean our spirit has to be tied to them , one part is earth bound our bodies, the most important part, our spirit is allowed to fly free, only if we allow it.
You have a beautiful spirit. I can hear it loud and clear and it's song is magnificent... I'm happy for you that you have found solace within yourself. I also hope with all my heart that the test will give you a defiant answer as to why your body feels as it dose. I really do not think I would be where I'm at or still on the Forum if it were not for meeting you... I'm very happy for you.. With loads of respect and admiration for you... Lesa
Hey Jacqui!
What a awesome outlook on things you have girl! You always see things in a postive way..one of the many things i admire about you. You help to put things into perspective for me so many times.You Rock! I love the pic. of your dad also...what a great shot to have of him!!!...Lori
What a awesome outlook on things you have girl! You always see things in a postive way..one of the many things i admire about you. You help to put things into perspective for me so many times.You Rock! I love the pic. of your dad also...what a great shot to have of him!!!...Lori
Good for you! Let there be light!
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