Jul 02, 2009 - comments
I saw the neurologist finally on Tuesday. I didn't get alot of results as he hadn't received my records but he is ordering another MRI as soon as I can find a way to pay for it! He filled out the paperwork for MSAA's free diagnostic MRI & also told me to see about getting a spend-down card(???). He came iut & got me from the waiting room & did all the vitals , ect himself. I don't relly know anymore than I did except for that I'm $175 poorer for that 15 min. I guess his hands are tied though until the MRI & medical help comes through. I then got up yesterday morning with a killer headache (had one for a week but had gotten worse). I was laying on the couch playing with my dog & watching tv when I felt this burning feeling slowly from my head to my toes, then got nauseated & threw -up violently, then I started tingling all over& felt like I was fighting to stay concioius(however its spelled), Then all at once my whole left side went completely dead & I couldn't move it at all which was scary since my R side has given me the most trouble. My hubby took me to the E/R & by the time I got there my forehead was twitching really bad (never happened here before just everywhere else), my throat felt like it was having spasms & my R side was getting number( I couldn't move at all. They take me in a wheelchair & had to lift me( I'm still fighting to stay alert but couldn't talk at this point , only slurring my words) Oh yes at home I had had a bowel movement on myself before I forget,. The E/R Dr. comes in & asks my hubby what drugs did I do & what I'm on to which my hubby told him that I didn't do drugs(he ask 3 different times) my hubby informed him that I hate meds & am allergic to loratab ,codeine, & have had bad reactions to pain meds in general & if he didn't believe him do a blood test or check my records. Then the Dr. told me to smile ( I couldn't),to move my toes (only could barely on the R side), stick out my tongue (couln't even wet my dryed out lips with it), raise my L arm & move my toes on L side( couldn't) then he ordered catscan & alot of tests until he found out I'm uninsured then I got nothing but standard blood tests & the catscan & everyone disappeared, I guess being uninsured I was no longer human. All this time I was struggling to communicate & ven when giving me instructions it sounded like he was way off in the distance & I was struggling to hear. The rest of the ordeal my hubby told me about as I was out of it , he siad the Dr. told me to move my arms or he would hae to pinch me, I didn't so he pinched theinside of my arms & thighs ( I have huge bruises with a big know in them now) I still didn't move. the he raised my arm up & let if fall ( hubby says it fell lifeless to the bed) & the Dr. replied , see her brains still protecting her body???< so what does that mean? After about 3 hrs I started coming to a little more, some feeling had returned in my R hand but still nothing in L side, my head pounding & my stomach churning. I still couln't raise my head up & could only move it to my R side & had to throw up again so my hubby (since no-one would help him even raise the bed) had to hold my head up while I threw up violently again. The dr comes in after this & says I can't have anything till the catscan comes back. It Another Hr later he come back & says the bloodwork is fine, the catscan is fine & finally gives me something for nausea. He said he wanted to do a LP to which I asked if he could test for MS so that I didn't eventually have to go through that twice & he says he would have to consult my neuro since I was uninsured to which I told him that I had only saw that neuro the 1st time the day before. He comes bach another hr. later & says the neuro had only seen me 1 time (duh!!! I told him this) & that it was most likely an anxiety attack or conversion disorder & that he had a lady recently with that but that the brain protects the body & that lady still had control of her bowels to which I replied I lost control of mine, he siad the only difference between me & her was that I was more sleepy acting & she was alert. He said I should talk to a shrink about my anxiety & sent me home. I still cant move my left side (just barely in my toes) & my R side is still weak, still have the headache & nausea,my eye is killing me, I still tingle & burn all over & of course the twitching still remains, I have lost my bowels twice this morning but I guess since its all in my head I'll stay here & wonder whats wrong. I have been dealing with depression & the anxiety (mostly frustration) of knowing something IS wrong but not knowing what . So now I'm left hear wondering did I have a stroke, seizure, is it MS (although the E/R dr says what happened wasn't a sign of MS), or am I just crazy? I did try (to no avail) to make the E/R dr. understand that although I'm dealing with this frustration & depression that it was the sickness that came 1st & the rest is a result of that. He also said that I was on the 3rd. neuro & that looked bad on me & starting from scratch wasn't a very good decision & that it made the DRs. question me more. What was I supposed to do, I lost my insurance with the 1st neuro, the 2nd one lied on my report saying she performed tests that she didn't & when your sick you just want to be well & have to find someone to help you. Any thoughts?? All your prayers will be appreciated. My hubby is sick of doing most of the typing & I can only use my weak R. hand so I'll shut-up for now.
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