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July and junking

Jul 03, 2009 - 0 comments
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Addiction

I have to admit I wish I could kick myself in the ***. I went off everthing for almost 3 months, felt the cloud go away, was having little no no cravings. And for no reason asked the doctor for another pain med different then Vic that would help my back pain. I really didn't need to, just did. That led to Ultram, which he said(again) was non-addicting. Well that stuff bounces off me at the regular dose to do anything for the pain so I upped it myself, 5-8-10 a day. Time to get off.....coouldn't do it, the sadness and depression caused by the part of the med used for that made me run back to it. The I went back and told him it wasn't working, and to try the Vic again. Now, here we freakin go again. Now I'm in double hot water trying to get off 2 meds C/T. I know I can do it, but when you're driving and just fall asleep like someone just hit you in the head it's a scary thing.
July 3. Here we go again.

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